Teenage Wildlife

Megan threw a house party which was great cos we're always out clubbing and we stopped house parties for ages lol. It was quite a dramatic night only cos I made it that way with my stupid drunkeness.

If I could slap my drunken self, I would, I would slap the drunken bitch version of me then shake her vigorously till all the contents poisoning her body spews out!!!!I get soooo friggin annoyed with myself when I find out all my antics of the previous night once I'm sober. I've given permission to my friends to hit me once they start to see signs of me becoming that state, they're so used to it they know what to look out for.
1) Clinging on to necks
2) EATING
The list goes on, they prolly know more than I do anyway lol. Not proud.

Peeeekctures!!!!

Someone's damn extra

It was a fab night till I drank too much. See, when I get drunk, I drink even more and Its so scary that I don't even know that I'm doing that. Megan said I walked into the garden after being ages in the bathroom, picked up a bottle of Whiskey and downed it all, I don't even remember that and everyone said I did it
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Damn, I've made a little promise to myself that it has got to stop. I'm one of those people that will say that I'll stop drinking loads but would never actually stick to it :/ which sucks cos the next day is always a KILLER.

To make things worst, my plan was to stay at the party till 11, since Megan lived in my town anyway, I told my parents that I'm not staying out at night and will deffo be home for half 11, but I stayed there the whole night cos I ended up passing out onto the bed.

Ethan took a day off work to look after me :') he brought me home and I finally rang my mum to tell her I'm in one piece and she said they nearly contacted the police to look for me. Gawd I can't believe myself.
I let my boyfriend down by being in the state I was in.

I was brewing out nonsensical stuff like "Where's my dec, I want my dec!"
which obviously would make the love of my life feel like shit but Dec knew that I wasn't asking for him in "that way", I was probably shouting for him cos he's the friend that I turn to when I feel unglam and I don't want my giraffe to see me unglam.

Its fun when you're really tipsy cos you're concious enough to remember the fun but I realised how pointless it is when you get super drunk to the extent where you can't remember a single thing.

Gosh.