Nubbin

Nubbin's Birthday!!!

It was my nubbin's birthday!Hayley would be a more familiar name. I don't know why we started calling her nubbin. Nubbin is Chandler's third nipple from Friends the tv show and we just felt Hayley was a nubbin. Its not meant to make sense. Shes our nubbin.

She invited us to her sister's flat for some yummeh Dominos' Pizza!I loooove Dominos!
and of course lots of booze.

The guys she invited came up with some sort of excuse to not turn up, I think they predicted that it would be too sleepovery and girly for their liking. Gawd. So my poor giraffe aka Ethan was the only guy there which made him feel super awkward but we started to entertain him after awhile cos he soon entered girl world.

The more the girls drank, the more they started ranting about random things thats fucked up their lives. He found it hilarious cos we kept bitching about all these different guys like they were the world's greatest enemies. That's how us girls are lol. Bet he assumed that I do the same when he's not there.

We also kept complaining about PMS and contraception and conceiving.

Shake it like a polaroid peeekcture.

Is that..... NUBBIN?!

Awwwwww he's the only guy there.

We went clubbing again and Kelly took Natalie, Ethan & me to town in her super awesome pink car!Heheheh. We've named her car Joey, as in Joey from Friends.

You can tell we love the show Friends.

rebel rebel party party

I planned a night out with all my mates cos we haven't been out in ages, well the last time was like 2 weeks ago but thats considerably long enough for us and we do not want to start saying we're sick of town. Its all we have here.

We needed a bit of banter anyway, our stress levels are above the roof with all this A level pressure and after all that shit yesterday, I needed a night out.

Ethan, Dec, Dan, Jess & I were going to stay at Laura's so we meet up there to leave our stuff. I'm always at Laura's lol. I got ready there and dolled myself up and helped bring mattresses down lol. See I did help out. We had lots of shots before leaving lol.

We met Megan, Carissa & Sarah for a meal and then clubbing.
No prizes for guessing where we had our meal, ZEST.
They should totally sponsor me for mentioning them in every post where I mention a meal at theirs. Only cos they serve such yummy food!

Nawww such a cute group photo

Had too much wine, it got to my head pretty fast

The guys

Carrissa and mua. I love my dress from Internationale and my strappy vamp wedges from New Look!

In our drunken stuper, we headed to Che Bar and Declan kept sending texts to the big screen saying things like "Cat loves herself and loves ethan too!" lol.

I really can't remember much of that night apart from falling over a countless amount of times and holding on to poor Jess who was trying to keep me steady. Dec & I went all dramatic again when Katy Perry's Fireworks came on lol. Its like we get so emotional when we hear it when we're pissed out off our faces.

Like I've mentioned before, I buy pizzas and hot wings when I'm drunk so no surprise that I did that again
-_-

When we finally managed to get our bums back to Laura's, Ethan & I cuddled up on the sofa and fell asleep.
That was the same sofa we sat on together playing with Laura's dogs when we first met. Yes we have a memorable sofa lol.

Its the first time we've slept next to each other :')
Note that I deliberately used the words "next to"

Ethan had to get up early to get home to book tickets for Glastonbury cos tickets sell out in minutes!You have to keep clicking continuously till you've managed to book it so he left early :(

I had a hangover so Dec was so nice he made me some coffee :) and the dog Ethan & I played with when we first met(I don't know how to make this not sound wrong) cuddled up next to me, then Dec threw himself on the sofa and either fell asleep or passed out. Lol.

I LOST MY PASSPORT THAT NIGHT!shit.

AGONY

I had to go for an interview in London yesterday and my day was going so bad, so bad that my train was delayed for another 5 hours! Ethan & I planned to go out for a date on our own cos believe it or not, besides taking my dog out for walks, we've not been out for a date on our own. So that just made my day a whole lot shitter cos I dolled myself up more than I usually do for this. I was in a random toilet in London just touching up every few minutes. You have to pay 40 pence every single time you enter the toilet. To make it even more shittier, my phone ran out of battery. So thanks again Blackberry Torch for never failing to fail me.

I just got together with this guy and what happens? I'm late for our first date cos I'm stuck in London. Classic. I managed to send one last text to him to say that I can't make it as my train's too delayed. So what happened when I finally got on the train? NO TRAIN SIGNAL WTF and then the bloody engine wasn't working. How 3rd world is that?So another 2 hours gone.

 I didn't take enough money with me to buy any beer from the over priced trolley. People were so fed up they started to numb their anger with any beverage with a percentage of more than 13% alchohol, in other words, red wine, lots of red wine, which no one offered me cos I probably looked like a little girl. I did cry though, why wouldn't I cry, I'm finally having a romantic night with my dream boy and fate spoils it. To make it more dramatic, as the train was nearing my station, it went to a halt, signal problem again or someone, some prick, stole some cable wires so that can sell it and fund their daily dose of crack.

After some time, a long time, we got to my station which I rushed out off and then................

ETHAN WAS THERE :')
OMFG OMFG OMFG!!!!!!

He waited there the whole time for me, I thought he wouldn't. It was cold and he actually waited there even though he knew there was absolutely no time at all for us to go for a film or whatsover. He gave me a tight hug and kissed me and that whole drama was gone in a flash. He wanted to make sure I was home safe so he stayed there for hours just waiting for me :'( This is so unreal, no one's ever done that for me. He's such an angel. We managed to have a nice walk at our usual footpath before I had to go home.

If you keep having shitty people in your life, don't fret, life will make it up to you.

Don't say a word just come over and lie here with me

Young and full of running
tell me where is that taking me
just a great figure eight
or a tiny infinite

love is really nothing
but a dream that keeps waking me
for all of my trying
we still end up dying
how can it be?

don't say a word
just come over and lie here with me
cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see

I want you so bad I'll go back on the things I believe
there I just said it
I'm scared you'll forget about me

so young and full of running
all the way to the edge of desire
steady my breathing
silently screaming
I have to have you now

wired and I'm tired
think I'll sleep in my clothes on the floor
baby this mattress will spin on its axis
and find me on yours

don't say a word
just come over and lie here with me
cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see

I want you so bad I'll go back on the things I believe
there I just said it
I'm scared you'll forget about me

don't say a word
just come over and lie here with me
cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see

I want you so bad I'll go back on the things I believe
there I just said it
I'm scared you'll forget about me


- John Mayer's Edge of Desire

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------

John Mayer is my legend. He is just pure amazing and I will never get sick of his songs. I was 12 when I first heard his song, I was in hospital doing my PSLE and they played "Bigger Than My Body" on radio and that just uplifted my spirits. I was a huge fan since. Not many people know him in England for some extremely odd reason so I was thrilled to know that Ethan was a huge ass fan of John Mayer. He's been to his concerts, seen every possible video related to or including him & even owns a limited edition John Mayer guitar, 1 of 400 in the world. He said he liked me even more when I said I liked John Mayer cos he too could not believe that there was someone else that liked John Mayer. So in a way, John Mayer brought us closer together.

I could relate to his songs while I was single and I can still relate to his songs now that I'm in a relationship. He is a music legend! I wish he'll perform in England again, I'll flood the arena just crying cos I'll finally be able to see him. I'm a psycho John Mayer fan!

At this moment, he is healing my heart cos I am quite down and I don't want to say why. I'm so glad my friends care for me enough, they keep telling me to put the bottle down&go to bed. I'm so scared history will repeat itself cos life loves to screw me up when I'm at the highest blissful point of my life. Bronwen is so sweet to check on me every hour by texting me. Dec rang me a couple of times to cheer me up and bitching about that whore.

If you find out something that your ex did to you behind your back while you were in a relationship with him/her, will it matter to you at all since that relationship is over? like if he/she had webcam sex behind your back with a horrid looking person while you were together, would it bother you at all now that its over? why should it bother you if you're happier with someone else.  What if the person that broke that news to you is the person thats making you happy? Do you want to make it backfire at them?That new piece of news should just give you a pat on your back that you left that person, its another reason why you should have left that person ages ago, it should not bring you down further and hurt the person thats making you happy because that person you keep saying "I love you" and sending kisses to will start to wonder if you really are over that person you used to be with.

I have grades to keep up with & university places to maintain. I will not let anything make me under achieve at school. I'm off to bed. Night.

Guess who got the guy she wanted :)

BEST DAY OF MY LIFE(one of them :) )

Happy April Fools! Somehow no one even bothered to try anything in our school today lol. Probably saving up their pranks for the last week before we leave school, ooooh can't wait for that. Every year in my school, the graduating students will prank the school before they leave, its kind of our tradition and its probably the only notorious thing we're allowed to do in my school so people get really into these pranks. Can't wait for that!

Sara had a night out for her birthday and she kindly let me take Ethan as my date, heheheh. He's been in Florida for like the whole of March and we've kept in touch on Facebook which was so sweet cos he'd surprise me everyday by going online just to speak to me. KK I know I'm totally gushing!He's super sweet and he loves John Mayer(looks like him too zomg) just like me!ahhhh *struck*

This was a Friday night so I had to rush home to get ready, Ethan's not seen me in a month so I had to make sure I looked nice enough haha. I kinda knew what was going to happen later on that night...get rid of your sick thoughts!

We got the bus together and met Declan before meeting our already tipsy friends who kept falling over like dominos. I got tipsy soon after, I was waaay too nervous to be 100% sober!

My friends liked him which was great & they kept daring him to kiss me which he was nice enough not to :)

I dared Dec to kiss Sara & they went for it lol.

Tipsy birthday girl

Smooch buddies LOL.

Chocolate Sandwich!!!

Epic fail photo!Stupid ventilator was in the way!

Love Carissa's dress!

Gawd my face just gives it all away

eeee ghost!

Another epic fail photo. We tried for a group photo and the flash didn't come on and some random people decided to join in as well -_-

BLACKBERRY TORCH YOU HAVE FAILED ME!
Its like my Nokia took way better photos than this one, it takes aaaages just to snap a photo & one of my main reasons of getting the Torch was to take good photos!Grrrr.

I love that night soooo much, mainly cos Ethan was there for me and we kept slow dancing, yes slow dancing in Che Bar where its all fast over played rihanna music. We were in our own little world & probably had John Mayer's "slow dancing in a burning room" in our heads :) We weren't even with each other yet(lol yet) but could not let go at all and my friends kept teasing us like we were kids. I guess they could all tell from the vibes they got from us anyway :)

So it was time to go home....with Ethan :)
We got off the taxi at a field that's far away from our street so we could spend some time talking, we cuddled even more then he kissed me!!!!!ahhhhhhhhhh
I don't care if you think I'm cliche and whatever, I am sooo not a cliche person when it comes to other things in life but I'm all out for cheesiness and clicheness when it comes to love. When you read books/watch movies where girls describe their first kiss to be like "fireworks", I used to scoff and say "hell its not!", cos I never experienced such "fireworks" before kissing that frog I was with. This kiss was different:)

This is the first guy I have had ACTUAL feelings for. I've only had 1 real boyfriend(I had one in like primary school&it was kiddy so its obviously not real lol) and the only reason why I went out with him was because I thought that even though I did not want him, at least he wanted me & seemed decent enough(boy was I wrong) so instead of being so picky I thought I'll go for it. So I never got anyone I wanted.

Ethan&I knew we were going to get together, thats the funny bit, I even told him NOT to ask me through text cos I hate being asked through a phone.

So did I get finally get the guy I wanted?
YES
He asked me to be his girlfriend that night!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gawd I actually got the guy I was kinda crazy over.

I had to divorce Simon on Facebook(just a joke) and it made me so happy when looooaaads of people started "liking" my new relationship status with Ethan!

The Cat and Giraffe finally got together!:D