RIP

3 students died in a car crash last night near where I live. You can read the story by clicking this link
=> http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-england-south-yorkshire-12318898
 I found out when I got home the next day after my night out.
2 of them were from my school.
Our school was literally a dead town today especially at the upper school site(where the high school students are)No one spoke because their friends are gone forever. It was really gloomy. We'll be holding several memorial services for them. This is what I appreciate from good Catholic schools like mine, it really shows how much of a close knit community we are even when we are a large group of Year 7s to Year 13s.

I think it is sickening that some papers said they were "joy riding" like as if they deserved it. Some made it sound like it was their parents' fault. Its quite disgusting to see it that way, no one deserves to die. They had so much to live for at their age.

Antonia Browne, Michael Gallagher, Tom Hughes Rest In Peace.

Mirror, mirror on the wall, who's the baddest of them all?

My girlies and I planned a night out but this time no guys cos all of them came up with some sort of an excuse not to make it

Soooo Kelly, Bron, Carissa, Gemma, Hayley, Sarah, Natalie and I decided we'll have a girls only night out!Yay!

I told everyone to wear leopard print but while I was getting ready at home we had a friggin black out and I had to blindly pick a dress from my wardrobe. I was still in theme though cos my bra was leopard print!

We had a meal at Cactus Jack's and I had a burger cos I am not a fan of Cactus Jack's, the food seems really dry but they're known to serve really good Tex-Mex food.

Cat + Fish= Disposable Teeeeens

The burger was as meaningless as this picture and you can see Kelly playing with her food in this picture which really goes to show what the food is like.

They've got a really good cowboy town themed interior though so I'd probably just go there for pre-drinks and maybe a tapas before clubbing.

Time to partaaay!!!
I feel like we have a routine where we have order of which clubs to go to first lol.
We usually go to Aruba first and we did.

Nawww Carissa & mua

With Carissa & Sarah

Hayley feels fly

Typical ladies toilet photos

Next, we went to Coco. It was empty. The above picture was the reason.

Che Bar to end the night!

I had an awwwwesome night and being single made it all that better. I broke up with the idiot I was with. Firstly, I was not even that into him and the fact that he was flirting with girls 24/7 online and offline just made it easier to break up. I think we were more like friends that stayed together. I thought I could not get any better but after my summer in Singapore I had a major self realisation and knew I could do so much better and did not deserve the shit he put me through. Physically and intellectually he sucked. He's really ugly but that doesn't mean that all ugly guys have a good heart cos he had an ugly heart and put me through a lot of shit over the years. I don't understand why I let him do that to me and I excuse myself for being a naive teenager. I love myself too much for him to do shit like that to me plus I realised that I don't even love him so it was a totally pointless relationship. I gave us a few months to drift apart which was alright to do as he lives in Singapore. He made me so upset all the time and I am over the moon that hell is FINALLY OVER!!!No point fighting for something any longer when you know its gonna crash and fall.

I just wish I can get a guy that I want and wants me back. I know its cliche but each and every one of you wants this deep inside.

I know who I've wanted for awhile now ;p.....................
Sarah's been observing us and thinks he feels the same too lol.
Yes I know I sound like a kid.

WOOOO!!!I'M SINGLE AND FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE XD

So that definitely made my night a hell lot better cos it was like a celebration of singlehood!!!
My friends kept thinking I wanted Declan and that we're gonna get together!hold your horsies!I do not want Dec that way, cos that would be incest!Honestly lol.

Lets rock this place

It was Megan's birthday and she invited Sarah, Dec, Dan, Ethan and me to her birthday meal + round town!

I was super late(no shit sherlock) and the crew was waiting for me at the bus station, but I fell you see!:(
Dec and I got her River Island gift vouchers cos we knew she liked them.

She booked a table at Carlos which is an Italian restaurant and I think its the oldest Italian restaurant in Donny.
I ended up sitting next to Ethan which was convenient cos we were both going to the Good Charlotte Concert in Leeds!Also we don't like Justin Bieber. I'm kind of like the conversation starter/middle person in most social situations lol. He kept asking me stuff about the menu which was so cute.

Ethan: What's in the Americano pizza?
Me: Peppers, mozzarella cheese, pepperoni with a tomato base
(There was an explanation right below the name and all I did was read it out when he could have read it himself)

Ethan: What's in the Caeser Salad?
Me: Anchovies, Eggs, Chicken....*points at the menu*See it says it all here underneath

Nawwwww.

Dec kept sniggering(sounded more like a girly giggle to me) at us and kept going "awwww" at us cos he thinks theres something going on between us. Sarah was joining in too. LOL.

We all got pizzas and Dec and Danny got calzones.

Our Meals 

Dec wanted pictures of himself cos apparently I'm always in most of my pictures. Duh!They're my pictures thats why.

I was totally unglam!I felt a teeny bit nervous with Ethan next to me so I kept picking up my pizza then turning towards Sarah who was next to me and taking big bites of my slice cos bits of the pizza kept falling out of my mouth :( I tend to make a mess when I eat if I'm nervous.

Note to self: When in an awkward/nervous situation, order meals which are in bite sized pieces so they are easier to pick up!

We headed to Number 15 which is a nice pub that plays old music and just chilled there till I had to go home and revise for my exam in 2 days!Not that I'm nervous, I am a show off when it comes to Sociology ;D
*cough*98%*cough* cos I'm super ace at it!

Meg and mua

It looks like Ethan wanted to pour his drink into my hair :(

Danny, Me, Dec, Ethan & Megan

I wish I took a photo of my dress. I tend to keep taking photos of the upper half of my body!grrr.
You can't tell but I was wearing a pretty Dorothy Perkins dress.

I am so friggin proud of myself as I only had either 1 or 2 pints of beer so I was steady on my feet and managed to get back home safe in a taxi. Its mainly because I forgot my ID, which means I was more than unlikely to get served so I was sober!yay!I still had a pretty good night with my mates :)